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Postby Nynaeve al'Meara » Thu Mar 03, 2005 8:01 am

Here we go:

I really hate the world sometimes. The jerks who ONLY think of themselves, and not others, who take from the poor. Jerks who enjoy killing people for no reason, jerks who steal, jerks who are a disgrace to humanity, should all DIE. As humanly possible, I try to uphold goodness and justice in this world, but there's only so much I can do.

On the flip side, there are life's simple pleasures. I love it when I ring up a company and hear a human instead of machine. Our greatest creation may kill us one day, but oh well...The film industries are using their propaganda to brainwash us into thinking AI is bad for humanity. Perhaps an anti-AI activist is head of Universal Studios or whatever.

Back to life's simple pleasures. Gotta love it when you forget something after walking out of a cafe or restaurant, and finding it still there, or even better, handed to you by an waiter who noticed you left it behind.

Blah blah blah...so on.

I would also like to ask the question: what is the meaning of life? This does NOT take a literal meaning. I am asking what is the meaning or reason for living? (No, I am not committing suicide! :P ) I asked myself that years ago. Life is about doing the most you can, while you can. Life is about enjoying yourself while you exist in the dimension of humanity. So, from what I had figured out, I write. Love writing. In the hope of changing the younglings to walk to path of rightousness (Not neccessarily religiously, just goodness and justice) I hope to change what little part of the world I can through writing. Hopefully at least one person will pick up my book in a few years to come and be changed after reading it.

I would also like to ask: why is there so much anger, hatred and resentment in this world? Did the big gal above create such minority groups in this world for her own enjoyment? They say reality TV runs on conflict. Perhaps the big gal above IS watching over us, but we are a reality TV show he watches? Did she create such anomalies in this world for the conflict to occur? Or is it human impulse for some to walk the path of darkness?

(Big gal above = God/s)

Also, I would like to say that I have been useless in qrRO, from what I've seen, I haven't been able to change even one person. Especially since I left, qrRO has gone downhill, with the influx of new players, and new members of the Dark Brotherhood (beggers, spammers, etc. You know the rest.). I often feel useless in this world, but having great friends makes my failiure seem like a piece of dust in this universe.

For this, I thank everyone who has supported me, helped me and befriended me through qrRO.

(Begins breathing) That's all for now. More coming later, when it comes to mind.
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Postby Odis86 » Thu Mar 03, 2005 8:11 am

:P tenten is angry :lol: xD and what was elmo doing there :P

u arent useless and for the last time u didnt make qrRO start going downhill!!
commiting suicide is not the answer ;)
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Postby Aiken » Thu Mar 03, 2005 9:29 am

Especially since I left, qrRO has gone downhill, with the influx of new players, and new members of the Dark Brotherhood (beggers, spammers, etc. You know the rest.). I often feel useless in this world, but having great friends makes my failiure seem like a piece of dust in this universe.




no you weren't useless, you said it yourself and i quoted it :P after you left qrRO has gone downhill so yeah...you were keeping it uphill when you were here >.>
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Postby Hagios » Thu Mar 03, 2005 11:01 am

what is the meaning of life......why is the world such a crappy place...

in the beginning God made everything and he made it perfectly....but man had to go and sin against God, because God gave man a choice, he didnt want puppets

then because every one was a sinner, they would have to suffer eternal death (hell anyone?) because being a sinner means that you are seperated from God, because he is holy

then, God came up with a solution, well, finally implemented it, he sent his son, Jesus Christ, to pay for the sins of the world, past present and future

in order to pay for sins, it must be pure blood, pure meaning, that thing or person must be sinless...basically
because Jesus Christ was God also tho, not only did he not sin but his eternal life, because he was God, he was able to pay for everyone's sin

guess what? now all we haveta do is believe on Jesus and trust he has paid our debt of sin, and we will spend eternity in heaven with him

meaning of life? Jesus Christ
why life sux? Adam

ima post more later....i think....
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Postby JustBlaze » Thu Mar 03, 2005 12:17 pm

im with both of u on this one we need to live life to the fullest and not locked up and we also need to do the right things!nice posts
Share every moment u have with ur loved ones because u will never know when they will be gone forever.
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Postby Scribbles » Thu Mar 03, 2005 10:03 pm

Nynaeve al'Meara @ Mar 3 2005, 04:01 AM wrote: Also, I would like to say that I have been useless in qrRO, from what I've seen, I haven't been able to change even one person. Especially since I left, qrRO has gone downhill, with the influx of new players, and new members of the Dark Brotherhood (beggers, spammers, etc. You know the rest.). I often feel useless in this world, but having great friends makes my failiure seem like a piece of dust in this universe.


*coff*ACTUALLY no qrRO hasn`t gone downhill ever since you left. It`s been going down hill ever since a crap load of people found out and started inviting their idiot friends.

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Please don`t say you hate people who think about onlee themselves. No offense, but I think you`re being a hypocrite about that but not for the whole killing and stealing thing. Just about the "think onlee about yourself" part. -__-''
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Postby Nevahku » Fri Mar 04, 2005 12:35 am

You? Useless? I don't think so.

qrRO is going through tough times (as usual), because some idiot that cant even speak english found a link to this place, and brought along is brain-dead buddies to put all the good players out here through a huge pile of shit.

Tennie, from what I've heard, you are one of the better players that have come and gone here. You helped alot, and you were easy to get along with.

You need to reconsider your values...

As for my opinion:

(Aethiest approach here, although i AM christian)

Human beings are willing their own end. Pollution that follows advancements in technology, weapons that could ruin the world, and overpopulation are just some of the things.
Life, as simple as it may sound, is also simple in function. Life was given to us to allow us human beings to make our mark in time, be it good or bad.
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Postby Rikku » Fri Mar 04, 2005 1:46 am

I may not have played with you a lot and I've been around you just a few times but you are not useless, no one is. There comes a moment in our lives that we may feel helpless until we find an inspiration or something to believe in that keeps as going again. It may be in a form of a friend, a laughter of a child, the wind blowing on your hair..the simple things often overlooked sometimes can mean alot.
And thats why we have to remember this simple yet beautiful things, they are around us everyday. Isnt it amazing how a friends laughter or a family's warm embrace can be remembered even after a long time, making it feel as if it happened just a few mins ago.
In our journey through life, in the end, it wouldnt matter how much anger we felt, how much pain we've caused others, and how much tears we've cried. In the end, all that would matter is how much we've loved. We touch people's lives everyday without even knowing it, without even trying to. we may not change some people completely, but we may have changed a part of them. A small diffrence can mean a lot^_^
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Postby Nynaeve al'Meara » Fri Mar 04, 2005 3:08 am

Part 2:

I'm still feeling angry today, Odis. To Scribs: I mean people who's selfishness goes beyond selfish. Side note: DAMMIT I was hypocritical again...

In basic, I hate evil. An example of evil are those people who do massive corporate take-overs, not taking into consideration the feelings of those whom are the losers. I DO understand, however, that it is part of this world; the part about paying debts, etc.

I would also like to point out that Scribs was right in that qrRO has been going downhill for a long time. If anyone's to blame, I've figured not to blame myself, it is the fault of the Dark Brotherhood. The Dark Brotherhood exists in real life also. Why am I ranting all of a sudden? My ex was part of the Dark Brotherhood. He recently dumped me and told me EXACTLY why he went out with me.

"Your pretty 'n' all, but I didn't go out with you for that. I went out with you to get back with my ex. But, we did have a good time together, right? We had something going for a while. Sorry it can't continue, but I'm going out with my ex again."

In failing to consider my feelings, I hope he dies for all I care. I knew his ex, and she personally said she wouldn't go out with him again even if she was paid. So, he has lied to me. One of, yet, the piss ass excuses to dump a gal. I freagggan hate men sometimes. <--(Flame me if you wish)

I feel used and abused. Really sucks.

This is why I'm feeling so angry at the moment. I know I'm not being normal self, but can't help but doing so. Is it human limitation that stops me from recovering from this guy? I hate him, so why can't I get over him? Are we humans so intellectually limited that we cannot get over one megalomanic? My answer is no; we humans have not seemed to be capable of getting over power abuses. We seem to hang onto the past.

Sometimes I love and hate hanging onto the past. I love hanging onto good memories, but hate hanging onto the bad. Memories. The Creator gave us the capability to remember; which in itself is a blessing and a curse.

I know, I kinda speak philisophically (and hypocritically sometimes...) but that's just how I am...

Another hatred I possess is the hatred for the fear of the unknown. Fear; a human impulse generated by not knowing what is to come in the future; the unknown. Fear can also come of knowing what is to come in the future; something bad. I find myself afraid at times, for no reason at all. Sometimes I have a good reason to be afraid, but other times I anger myself for being fearful. Anger. Yet another human impulse I loathe.

Human capabilities. Some are good; some are bad; and some are neccessary. In terms of science, humans have limits. That is a good, bad and neccessary condition, for if we had 'unlimited' strengths and powers, we would no longer all live on Earth. Earth. Governments have begun to slow the production of the 'Space Industry' as they say it is "Costing too much." But, if there was a massive meteor, the size of the Moon, heading for Earth, they would reconsider that and spend as much money as possible on either defelecting the meteor or finding ways of transporting as many humans off the planet.

That's just it. "You don't know what you've got until you've lost what you've gained." I prefer to use what I've got, to the max, rather than wait for it to go and to cry over it once it's gone.

"True wisdom is knowing you know nothing." I love this quote. Why? Because of human limitation. If you had thought you were king of the world, all knowing and all seeing, you were wrong. It is not humanly possible to know everything.

Ah, enough quotes for today. :unsure:

Until the next rant. :poke:
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Postby Nevahku » Fri Mar 04, 2005 3:32 am

wow...

that was deep Tennie...

about your asshole of a boyfriend...

Forget him...he's scum. You shouldn't lower yourself to a position where you hate such scum. Rather, have pity on him since he's a complete fucktard.

About everything else...

(Has no idea where to start)

That was deep...

I can see you becoming a philosopher of the 21st century.
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Postby Odis86 » Fri Mar 04, 2005 7:18 am

Nynaeve al'Meara @ Mar 4 2005, 07:08 AM wrote: "Your pretty 'n' all, but I didn't go out with you for that. I went out with you to get back with my ex. But, we did have a good time together, right? We had something going for a while. Sorry it can't continue, but I'm going out with my ex again."




:angry: that really sucks...sometimes its better just to move on with your life. get 2 better things faster.

and wtf? ur going out with him again?
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Postby HaloPheonix » Fri Mar 04, 2005 9:11 am

Yes well there are alot of "jerks" in the world that do not have the honor to keep their word, but such aas life I suppose.
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Postby Rikku » Fri Mar 04, 2005 9:22 am

yes there are a lot of jerks in the world, but I like to believe in the good side of people..I mean after all that jerk, mean, tough armour theres gotta be some good right? Though it can't be help that we are affected and hurt by those jerks, well admit it theres a jerk in all of us >.<
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Postby Scribbles » Fri Mar 04, 2005 9:32 pm

Nynaeve al'Meara @ Mar 3 2005, 11:08 PM wrote: "Your pretty 'n' all, but I didn't go out with you for that. I went out with you to get back with my ex. But, we did have a good time together, right? We had something going for a while. Sorry it can't continue, but I'm going out with my ex again."


OMFG he said that??? Tenten you shoulda kicked that guy in the nuts. I hate cheaters. -__-
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Postby Rizzy886 » Sat Mar 05, 2005 2:06 am

aah i like you nyaeve, such a great place in life... i read your first post, but the other got too long, i think all things are complicated but should be cept simple...heheh.....i could answer all of your questions... ive spent years of my life alone thinking about philosophy and these things, for me life is hell, as i plunge myself deeper into the evil of the human mind i am consumed by darkness that give me a mastering power...but enough of that... msg me 1v1 or something ide like to talk to ya :lol: but i think that no matter the answer one will only truely beleive what they find for themselfs heheh
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Postby vegeCloud » Sat Mar 05, 2005 2:17 am

First of all... who the f*** is the Dark Brotherhood?? :blink:


In basic, I hate evil. An example of evil are those people who do massive corporate take-overs, not taking into consideration the feelings of those whom are the losers. I DO understand, however, that it is part of this world; the part about paying debts, etc.



Mankind IS evil. The best proof for that? check haggy's reply. I mean, the man who was supposed to be the perfect copy of god, he sinned. He was power hungry and took the snakes advice to eat the apple. There sure are several people who are good, and do charity stuff, etc. but mostly they did something bad, and want to repent their doings.
I think it's very doubtful to meet someone who never sinned. why? you guys ever read the bible?
"If you ever take a lecherous peek at a woman, take your eye out and burn it" (it was something like that)


Sometimes I love and hate hanging onto the past. I love hanging onto good memories, but hate hanging onto the bad. Memories. The Creator gave us the capability to remember; which in itself is a blessing and a curse.



In a way it is a curse. But the past is what shapes the human being how he is. Everyone is different, since everyone has a different experience of the past. The one have good experiences, the other have bad ones. That's part of the life. We can't do anything else than cling to the past, since the future is not predictable for us. It's the fear that makes us cling to the past.
And fear is the most natural thing ever. It prevents you from doing stuff, you shouldn't do, because you have no clue what will happen.
That's why a LOT people are afraid of death. Nobody knows what will come if you die, everyone clings themselves to religions, hoping that what they believe in is true. I cling myself to the catholic church.
Don't be angered of your fear with no reasons.

And one last word about the cheating stuff: I agree with scribbles. kick his nuts. B)
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Postby Nynaeve al'Meara » Sun Apr 03, 2005 12:45 pm

Well, this time for sure I'm not going to be coming back, so cyas all. I'm finding I'm having no time for this so...

Thanks to all for the fun I had during my stay. :love:

So if you see anyone using my name they are an imposter and please act upon as you see fit, i.e. KILL THEM.
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Postby Nevahku » Sun Apr 03, 2005 1:56 pm

see ya around...
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Postby Scribbles » Sun Apr 03, 2005 4:44 pm

Nynaeve al'Meara @ Apr 3 2005, 08:45 AM wrote: Well, this time for sure I'm not going to be coming back, so cyas all. I'm finding I'm having no time for this so...

Thanks to all for the fun I had during my stay. :love:

So if you see anyone using my name they are an imposter and please act upon as you see fit, i.e. KILL THEM.


Toodles Tenten!! I know we go off to a bad start [long time ago? Lol] Buh I`ll miss ya !! :bye2:
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Postby Odis71 » Sun Apr 03, 2005 5:12 pm

awww no!! tenten is leaving again.. :( oh well bye, and hope u decide to come back..
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Postby Rizzy886 » Sun Apr 03, 2005 6:59 pm

Woah I unknowingly re-read this and through the whole thing this time...so much has changed since my last post, oh well everyday is a new day...

lets see tenten i wish i knew you better on RO, you seem like a great person and i agree and know much of what you are talking about...how to put this... life is a waterfall, you drink from the river then you turn around and put up your walls, life is an endless processess of creation and destruction in which the downward spiral of our lifes is brought... i think you have the meaning of life perfectly... we all have a purpose to serve in our lifes, though you may not have changed anyone, or just dont know about it, maybe your just not to do so...

anyways qrRO has been going downward for a long time before any of you ever showed your faces here... the root goes back to cm, it was his decision, and due to his decisions the beggars came and problems occured...though he doesnt take blame for any of his actions realize if he didn't make these choices none of you would be here

as for the inviting friends things, sorry scribs i brought nevahku
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Postby slash4218 » Sun Apr 03, 2005 8:09 pm

nuuuuu! it was fun when you were around >_>
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Postby Kanji » Sun Apr 03, 2005 11:21 pm

No one is useless and everyone has a meaning in this life ^_^
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Postby Magna Tiger » Sun Apr 24, 2005 5:15 pm

Everything has purpose, without purpose we have no life,
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I have nothing really out there that's random and crazy to say for my signature, so, I'll just say go check out my myspace, it usually has something crazy in the title portion of the page...whatever is there applies here, so that should suffice.
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